How can I leave a feeling?

Once when I was a child

someone started reading to me

telling that I will find someone just for me

just for me

Once I thought I'll be fine

wishing so impatiently, believe me

that you could be so right in that place just for me

just for me

and now I only want to leave it

and now I wish all my heart beatings to stop me

and I can't stand the idea of you so close to me

if you don't want me the same way, that I feel...

How can I leave a feeling

how can I leave my heart

feels like I'm always missing

missing you so much 

Once when I was a child

someone started reading to me

telling that I will find someone just for me

just for me

Once I thought I'll be fine

wishing so impatiently, believe me

that you could be so right in that place just for me

just for me

How can this life to let me

to find you by this way

while you are starting something

with the wrong  one away ....

Once when I was a child

someone started reading to me

telling that I will find someone just for me

just for me

My excuse.... J...
Roxana